Don't worry it's not card making, it's smoking.
Now before you all tell me off and give me the you can do it speech I have to tell you that it terrifies me even the thought of giving up makes me watery eyed.
I took the first step today and visited the doctors and they are going to give me the tablets to help me, I've weighed up the pros and cons and I feel that they would be the right choice of help.
What I didn't realise is that for the first 8 - 12 days whilst taking the tablets I still have to smoke.
The main reason for packing in is my health, I've had so many colds over the last few months that has left me with a hacking cough that just won't go, then after loosing Dad my smoking increased dramatically.
I should get my tablets by Friday so I'll let you know how I get on with them.